Firstly sorry that it has been so long between posts, I will try to make this more regular again. Tonight I feel compelled to get my thoughts out of my head and out some where else………..
I watched the season final of “Grey’s Anatomy” a show I enjoy and towards the end as I knew that mt favourite characters would be ok, one of them began to miscarry her baby. She would have been only 8 weeks or so pregnant. The same as me when I have miscarried……… 3 times.
Then I just cried.
Cried for the babies I lost.
Cried for the pain I know that she will feel, even if she doesn’t yet.
Cried for the unfairness of a world that allows such pain.
I cried the unwept tears that I have kept hidden so that I can keep on living.
If………
I loved them though they never were.
I can only ‘say’
for you K. So sad. I often wonde how things like that on shows affect people it has really happened to.
Hey nice to see you back writing. I’m so sorry you have had to suffer such heartbreaking losses. Losing a child at any point is more than any parent should ever have to endure. x